feeling happy to have friends...

i'm happy that i can wave hand and say hi to someone else...before that i just can only walk to lecture n class in silence with neh neh and mei luh...and i saw my primary school's friends...they can recognize me...i thought none of my primary school's friends can recognize me...because every time i saw one of them they just passed by me and walk away...haiz...finally someone can recognize me...^^

I am not me...

I thought speaking english with others that we don't know but we should know is not a problem...but when you really want to talk...it's like got a stone stuck inside your throat...is it that difficult actually??who knows??maybe I still not prepare yet...but I know i should have prepared...I know it's not the time to learn to be a coward...I miss my friends in high school...they know me well...and we no need to be so courteous...we can do what we want...say what we want to say...just like do the way we are...but now??I just not like me...

有缘还是孽缘？

不知为何我总是和小我两三岁的人很有缘的。。。
这次旅行又遇到小我三岁的小男生。。。
不过他蛮搞笑的。。。哈哈。。。
逗得我都笑得肚子痛。。。
其实我还以为自己会是最小的。。。
怎知道。。。哈哈。。。
稀奇稀奇。。。
可是我还蛮讨厌他一直zat我。。。
一直吃东西好像有罪的哦。。。
走来走去都有罪的哦。。。
geram到。。。

what a crazy day...

quite busy for today...
i went to fetch my mum back from work...
and also checked my teeth...
but the most interesting for today is...
i drove only 50km/h on highway when i went to fetch my mum...
and no car honked me...
it surprised me...
and also can reach there within 15 minutes...
haha...1st time i do this type of crazy things...
to be a safety driver...
and follow the rules on the road...

do i really forget all about you..??

time passes very fast...
i feel like i didn't message you since last month...
last week...or even yesterday...
when i saw something about you...
it seems like my heart is missing you...
my brain also playback the memories with you...
during some lonely night...
maybe...

病入膏肓...

原以为生病这两个字会离我很远。。。
因为某种原因我必须禁止吃某样食物。。。
怎知道。。。
我还是中招了。。。
这次喉咙痛真不简单。。。
开始没啥痛。。。
到晚上睡觉的时候就一直想要呕。。。
可是坐起来就不会想要呕。。。
到最后我就选择趴着睡。。。
幸好我睡得下。。。可是一个小时不到又醒来了。。。
又睡不下。。。痛苦。。。
而且开始我讲话没了声音。。。连一丁点都没有。。。
最后吃了药又倒回去睡。。。
这次就把自己用被子盖得实实，风扇都不开。。。
就这样。。。我终于睡得下了。。。
隔天我还是没有声音。。。而且吞东西都困难。。。
唉。。。